Thursday, March 24, 2011

23 march 2011

wah..tarikh keramat tuu.. tak taw nak tunjuk reaksi ape...tapi aq just boley cakap..alhamdullilah...syukur2..
reaksi yang aq buat on 23 march...
gembira n bersyukur tuk aq n eida n him n 5KH..
muke blur biler tc. sab kate slip spm aq xde..
sedih biler yayang, ara, amsyar n arif sedih..
nangis biler nak tido..
Tak terbayang pulak kat otak nie yang aq akan dapat sumtink yang aq impikan giler2..on the way nak p sester,, aq senyap je dalam kereta..sepatah perkataan pun tak keluar dari mulut aq.. mum asyik tengok aq dalam side mirror.. n senyum2..tp aq buat ded je cuz otak and hati aq da terbang..melayang..pastu,, abah drive bukan main laju lagi..180 km/h kot.. dalam ati,, aq mintak supaya kiteorg sampai lambat...asyik doa jalan jam laa..kerete rosak ke.. aq kalau boley nak jadi orang last yang amek result...


biler jumpe cg jeff n cg azri,, tangan jadi mengigil..giler laa... pastu zati cakap,, 2 orang budak 5KH tak dapat straight a's.. start dari tuu,, aq da down.. asyik pikir aq laa yang xdapat tu..nak nanges pun ade.. tapi cover je.. tapi Allah tu Maha Penyayang..DIA da makbulkan doa aq.. sampai sekarang aq xtaw macam mane nak buat reaksi ape.. muke senyum camtu je laaa... 


tapi en,, aq xley nak senyum lebar cuz orang yang aq sayang bersedih je ari tuu.. aq nak senyum pun serba salah..yayang,, chill laa babe.. dun give up.. SPM bukan penentu segala nye.. aq taw die frust..tapi die xley bersedih je..she must do sumtink after this.. hopefully,, this will make her a better person in future..yayang,, we all stil luv ya.. it does not matter how many a's we got,, but it is about how many effort we put to achieve our dreams..so,, take this as a lesson and try again in diploma...


by the way,, eida,, deskmate n bestfriend aq kat sester pun dapat straight a's..aq pun hepi giler tuk die..yelaa,, die r tempat share segala-galanya kat sester...happiness,,sadness,,tension or stress..you are the best, girl..huuhu.. n he also got straight a's.. but his result was better than me..it is ok cuz i got a+ in addmath..thanks sifu..i owe u one..haha.. 


so at end of the day,, i still sleep while crying..this victory was nothing if i never give thanks to ALLAH.. aq nangis cuz bimbang aq jadi orang yang xtaw bersyukur..




P/s: mase aq nangis,, my brother, arif, came to my room and had a small talk with me..wow,, he calmed me down by telling his stories.. stories that he never share to anyone before..woow adek,, i am so proud of you.. u talked like a big guy.. like a man.. i did not realise that u had grown up so fast.. tq 4 the stories and advices..luv u adek!!

my adek

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